Lately I've noticed that my life is crappy and pretty much shitty too
Things aren't seriously going my way,at all
Sure I got accepted into URI but thats just telling me that I have somewhere to go to school again come september I mean I'm really proud of myself for this accomplishment but I don't know about myself right now.
Not just this but lately,I've been thinking ALOT! Almost everyday I have a deep thinking session for some reason or another and I've figured out 2 things(more or less)
1. I'm bored with my life! beileve it or not theres not that much exciting shit going on in my life that has me looking foward to the day or the week. I find myself like a robot,doing the usual almost everyday with no change and I really hate that.
2. Somewhat, I feel like a Loser with the people I associate with. I come to the conclusion that even though I know all of these people, I'm still alone, and overall-Thats fine with me. Sure there are some people that brighten up my day but I Don't know, I still feel empty inside. (BTW: Shanelle, If you ever read this,I miss you-Alot! when you and me were talking things were somewhat brighter and now it seems dark, really dark. I miss you and I still care about you =/ and if I made myself look stupid saying this then idk but thats how it is)
Overall this is how my life is right now, I have hope that things will turn around for me and I am seriously working on it. Any advice, come talk to me about it.
Come put a smile on my face
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