What do I have to be?!!

Tell me, how many times in your lives have you heard the line from either guy or a girl (mostly girls though)

"I only like you as a friend" ???

For me that is 1 of the everlasting phrases that follows me and haunts me and pisses me off. WTF do I have to be for you to like me? why don't you like the person you see in front of you?

When a person usually says that, it means they're not interested and just wants to keep you as a "friend", wow. It simply astounds me at the number of times i've heard this damn line throughout my entire life.

It gets me so angry sometimes mostly due to the fustration that builds up inside of me when the person I want rejects me and goes for some jackass who they know pretty well won't treat them rite.

Don't get me wrong, sometimes i'm just too shy to approach women or even say anything to them so thats my fault, but when I do I let them know why i'm the one for them.

But its never enough.

Ppl always give me the same shitty advice, either if its to change myself to be like most guys or just to wait for the rite girl to come but I will never, I repeat, NEVER! change who I am, not that I can't but I just don't feel like I have to be like the average male just to please any girl.


This is how I feel everytime a girl tells me this. Every single time.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
(BTW: yes I was angry when I wrote this, but I finally spoke my mind on this matter)